Daily Bitch Fest 2011

gemstone
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Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 6, 2011 14:57:09 GMT -5

Post by gemstone on Dec 6, 2011 14:57:09 GMT -5

I'm so sorry girls that you're going through this sh*t

Hells, you are wonderful and you will find someone who thinks that you're perfect and who loves all your little flaws because they're part of you. I know that's not much help now but in time... xxxxxx

Lap scheduled for 01/02/12!!!

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Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 6, 2011 20:56:03 GMT -5

Post by Karen on Dec 6, 2011 20:56:03 GMT -5

Dec 6, 2011 13:57:10 GMT -5 hellsbells said:

I make excuses because if I don't, the only other explanation is that he just doesn't want me enough, and I'm not good enough, or pretty enough, or slim enough. Not that he's exactly Tom f**kin Cruise mind. Ughh I feel so wretched, so angry, so hurt. I haven't had to feel like this in 3 years because I just have not let anyone into my life. But I can't put the barriers back up, I'll never find someone if I do that. What's wrong with me?? Why can't I just find someone to love me??

Hun, what happened between he and you is NOT a reflection of you! It doesn't mean you're not lovable, it doesn't mean you're not attractive, it means he isn't in the right place to appreciate you. He was honest with you from the start about that. Please please please don't internalize this as something you've done wrong - you're TOTALLY worth loving. Just not by him right now. From the sounds of it, he may not even love himself. Please stop kicking yourself; he would have done this to anyone right now!

Love you, babe!
xx

Endometriosis: The Complete Reference for Taking Charge of Your Health by Mary Lou Ballweg & The Endometriosis Association is my go-to book for information & treatment options.
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Taking Charge of Your Fertility by Toni Wexler is my go-to book for understanding the menstrual cycle, hormones, and fertility indicators.

hellsbells Global Moderator Carpe Diem cos Tempus Fugit Posts: 5,407	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 3:56:51 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by hellsbells on Dec 7, 2011 3:56:51 GMT -5 It just hurts x
	You wouldn't put sub-standard fuel in your car, would you? Patrick Holford's New Optimum Nutrition Bible is a fantastic source of information on how to heal your body from the inside out.

Karen Global Moderator Posts: 9,496	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 7:02:47 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Karen on Dec 7, 2011 7:02:47 GMT -5 Yes, I know, but it's not because of who you are. Let it hurt for another reason, k?
	Endometriosis: The Complete Reference for Taking Charge of Your Health by Mary Lou Ballweg & The Endometriosis Association is my go-to book for information & treatment options. ******************************** Taking Charge of Your Fertility by Toni Wexler is my go-to book for understanding the menstrual cycle, hormones, and fertility indicators.

JC Global Moderator Posts: 7,685	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 7:35:20 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by JC on Dec 7, 2011 7:35:20 GMT -5 Don't let this guy tear down your self-esteem! Screw him! If anything it's HIS loss. He's losing out.
	"I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do." -Edward Everett Hale

hellsbells Global Moderator Carpe Diem cos Tempus Fugit Posts: 5,407	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 8:33:26 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by hellsbells on Dec 7, 2011 8:33:26 GMT -5 You're all awesome. Love you all, thank you. Bits of it are getting through. Yes, it's his loss.
	You wouldn't put sub-standard fuel in your car, would you? Patrick Holford's New Optimum Nutrition Bible is a fantastic source of information on how to heal your body from the inside out.

JC Global Moderator Posts: 7,685	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 9:17:46 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by JC on Dec 7, 2011 9:17:46 GMT -5 I seriously don't get why guys think it's ok to mess with us like this. If he wasn't feeling it from the beginning then why mess with you at all? It's so mean!
	"I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I will not let what I cannot do interfere with what I can do." -Edward Everett Hale

hellsbells Global Moderator Carpe Diem cos Tempus Fugit Posts: 5,407	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 11:38:23 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by hellsbells on Dec 7, 2011 11:38:23 GMT -5 Thing is, he did feel it, I know he did, and I have evidence of it. He just got scared.
	You wouldn't put sub-standard fuel in your car, would you? Patrick Holford's New Optimum Nutrition Bible is a fantastic source of information on how to heal your body from the inside out.

hellsbells Global Moderator Carpe Diem cos Tempus Fugit Posts: 5,407	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 16:07:10 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by hellsbells on Dec 7, 2011 16:07:10 GMT -5 He's apologised for behaving like a d*ck. I feel marginally better. Jess, how are you doing honey? Wish we could have gotten rat-arsed together over this and drowned our sorrows xx
	You wouldn't put sub-standard fuel in your car, would you? Patrick Holford's New Optimum Nutrition Bible is a fantastic source of information on how to heal your body from the inside out.

painttheseconds Very Active Member Posts: 958	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 7, 2011 19:12:13 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by painttheseconds on Dec 7, 2011 19:12:13 GMT -5 Thinking of you Jess and Helene. You are both such wonderful wonderful women. You both deserve some who recognizes and treasures just how special the both of you are.

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Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 11, 2011 15:36:04 GMT -5

Post by 1234 on Dec 11, 2011 15:36:04 GMT -5

I just got through about the worst 6 hours of pain I've ever had. I've had a bad couple days, worsening each day, but this morning I woke up in so much agony I couldn't stand, or lie down, or sit. At several points I was screaming. Weird: most of the pain was abdominal/intestinal. It finally eased, though I am now shaking still from the pain and hurting badly, but more endo-pain. It was also strange because I bled heavily during the worst part of the pain, and now I'm not. Definitely pre-period, but not on my period yet. I just hope it stays under control like it is now. Shane and I were out the door to the emergency room when it eased up.

hellsbells Global Moderator Carpe Diem cos Tempus Fugit Posts: 5,407	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 11, 2011 15:52:19 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by hellsbells on Dec 11, 2011 15:52:19 GMT -5 Awww rust sorry you've felt so bad today. Any docs appts lined up? That really doesn't sound good x
	You wouldn't put sub-standard fuel in your car, would you? Patrick Holford's New Optimum Nutrition Bible is a fantastic source of information on how to heal your body from the inside out.

jessabug Senior Member SMILE!!! It makes your butt tingle... Posts: 475	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 11, 2011 15:56:23 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by jessabug on Dec 11, 2011 15:56:23 GMT -5 Oh no That sounds horrific... please tell me you are feeling better!! And that you have a doc appt??
	~ Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, “I will try again tomorrow.” ~ Became an endo girl in June 2011

Karen Global Moderator Posts: 9,496	Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 11, 2011 16:25:01 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Karen on Dec 11, 2011 16:25:01 GMT -5 Uh oh! Do you think you ruptured a cyst?? Will you please go to the doctor?
	Endometriosis: The Complete Reference for Taking Charge of Your Health by Mary Lou Ballweg & The Endometriosis Association is my go-to book for information & treatment options. ******************************** Taking Charge of Your Fertility by Toni Wexler is my go-to book for understanding the menstrual cycle, hormones, and fertility indicators.

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Daily Bitch Fest 2011 Dec 11, 2011 17:42:51 GMT -5

Post by omaklackey on Dec 11, 2011 17:42:51 GMT -5

GO to the ER! We are so used to ignoring pain but sometime pain could be telling us something. You NEED an ultrasound. If you had/have a miscarriage/or ectopic pregnancy and don't know it really bad things could be going on. GO TO THE ER! Nothing about that is normal, even if you have Endometriosis

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