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Post by JC on Jan 24, 2011 15:11:54 GMT -5
OMG I'm having such a f*cking bad day. Nothing is going right. I keep forgetting things and running around in circles. The bank put a hold on my student loan check and now I have to wait until Friday to buy my books. I tried to charge some books on my credit card only to find out that they labeled half the books with the wrong price and so the total exceeded my limit on my credit card and was embarrassingly declined.
I bled through my f*cking pants, AGAIN with my 2nd stupid period of the month. UGH I'm just all over the place! And I'm sooo not looking forward to my husband coming home with his stupid, "wow you're in a bad mood" comments. I think I'll flippin snap if he says that.
My hormones are OUT OF CONTROL. I hate that I had to remove that nuva ring in the middle of my cycle. It's messing me up so badly. I can't think straight. One minute I want to cry, next I want to laugh. Then I get a hot flash. GOD I'm so sick of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by gemstone on Jan 24, 2011 15:59:08 GMT -5
Aww Jenaya, you've got it rough at the moment  Deep breaths. xxxx |
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Post by painttheseconds on Jan 24, 2011 16:03:07 GMT -5
Big hugs Jenaya. I'm sorry you day is going so crappy.
I've got a bad case of the Mondays. First I called my boss at work because she scheduled me to work a couple weeks from now on a day I asked for off. She approved this request by the way and now she's telling me I have to work. I'm pissed because it's one of my friends birthdays and I don't get to spend much time with her and now I can't be there for her birthday period. I'm pissed at my boss because she is such a freaking bitch and tells me a request is a request it doesn't mean it will be granted well then why in the world did you say ok in the first place then.
I'm grouchy as all hell. My lower back/bum is killing me. I'm sick of listening to my boyfriend constantly bitch about his life, but never take the action to do anything about it. I have an appointment with a new OBGYN tomorrow and I'm praying she will be nice and fill my prescriptions. Plus one of my friends is moving back to Florida this week and we had plans tonight or so I thought. She blew me off to have dinner with someone else.
So tonight I'll be pouting by myself watching crappy television.
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Post by hellsbells on Jan 24, 2011 17:12:25 GMT -5
Well, things can only get better :-) I doubt tomorrow could be much worse x
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Post by Karen on Jan 24, 2011 19:53:43 GMT -5
Aw, man, I feel for you girls!
Everyone is pissing me off today, too. Must be something in the air? Was at the gym and just got annoyed at everyone on the track and ended my run early. Bleh. And I live right by the gym and since it's January and they're packed, they have some high school kids that direct people into the 2 different parking lots. Only they're only good at confusing people. Which means that when I want to go to my house, I have to wait for the people in front of me to figure out where the hell they are supposed to go, and when they finally get out of my way there's some kid with a light (think airport runway) frantically trying to steer me in the direction of a parking lot. I just want to open my window and scream 'Hey kid, you see those houses? People actually LIVE there!' I get so pissed with the gym traffic, can you tell? And don't even get me started on the restaurant customers that try to pull into our garage and sit there like a deer in headlights when I'm trying to turn in behind them!
Just pissed today over really petty stuff.
Grrr.
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Post by hellsbells on Jan 25, 2011 11:00:34 GMT -5
Ovulation is just making me HURT!!
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Post by cherry on Jan 25, 2011 11:54:07 GMT -5
Me too hels, sorry you're feeling so sh*tty, my cycle is now synced with yours cos I felt the same. Do you hopefully only have the one day of pain with it?
I made the mistake of taking a bit more of my pain meds as advised by my doc as the pain today was bloody terrible and now I'm winked out of my skull and can't leave the house, only thing to do is drink water and sleep it off. I had a pain clinic appt which was important as I need adequate pain relief (the morphine is very temporary) and doubly so as the neurophysiologist was to investigate my back/lower half problems. Well because I cancelled the appt on the day apparently the consultant I'm seeing discharges people who do that, so I have to rebook. I see their logic in being so strict but I'm a little annoyed as I'm in no fit state to travel that far and try to explain my pain and symptoms etc, I think it was a good enough reason. I seriously talk sh*t when I'm like this. I'm in pain and drugged up to the eyeballs and crying like a spoilt baby about it.
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Post by JC on Jan 30, 2011 17:08:13 GMT -5
Today we took my dad all over D.C. and all that walking made my pelvis have some pain that I've never had before. I really hope this isn't a sign of the times to come. but I will say I pushed through it and still made the most of my day. |
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Post by cherry on Feb 2, 2011 6:52:24 GMT -5
In a way it showed you that you can be a badass and push through the pain to make the most of something special, I'm glad you got some quality time in with Dad, just sorry it was marred by pain!
I had to speak to stupid male GP, who after giving me the pain relief I needed and agreeing that I shouldn't travel in the state I found myself in last week... he's being an ass again. I had another paralysis episode this weekend which was followed by strange burning sensations in my buttocks and a near collapse walking up stairs. He says I don't need to see a neurologist and it's 'just' endo on my pelvic nerves. I know there are a million things wrong with what he said, he also dismissed what my endo-specialist said (about seeing a neurophysiologist) as 'a quick solution after a 10 minute chat, she knows nothing of your situation'. Um the gyn was brilliant and I value her being careful seeing as paralysis is involved and she's never seen that with endo, clearly a nerve issue. But he's only a GP. I totally respect the profession but to be completely fair, they are jack of all trades, master of none, right? I am too, in my job.
I will go back and see lady GP. I am also definitely having a capability hearing and a visit to occ health at work, but a bit beyond caring anymore, I guess it's only fair with all my sick leave. And it's around ovulation time, I noticed on my sickness report.
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Post by gemstone on Feb 2, 2011 7:27:40 GMT -5
That sucks Cherry. One minute he's good, the next crap! Sorry about the capability hearing, I get what you mean about the not caring part, that's where I am now. Squishy cwtches for you  x |
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Post by cherry on Feb 2, 2011 7:29:53 GMT -5
I really should just stay away from the guy, he makes me anxious, haha!
How's work vs sickness for you at the moment?
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Post by gemstone on Feb 2, 2011 7:36:46 GMT -5
Work sucks. They are still crap about the whole thing. They asked me to take a pay cut, I have, although I really didn't want to because I've been so stressed out about the whole thing. They've been checking my work, seeing how much I'm getting done each day and comparing me to the other girls. Also saying how I'm not performing well enough and this is obviously due to my illness (the name of which he had to look at his notes in order to say!).
I've just had it, this month I've had two periods, my pain has been awful every day with no let up and I'm ovulating and in agony, and I'm sure it's the stress. So, I'm looking desperately for something else. I know I should have fought but I just feel so down at the moment I don't have any fight left.
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Post by cherry on Feb 2, 2011 7:47:18 GMT -5
No I know what you mean about the fight. They don't seem worth fighting with when you've got so much else in life to deal with. They fight dirty so how the hell do you try to get your rights adhered to when it's not a level playing field. I'm so frustrated for you Gem and hope you get something soon xx
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Post by gemstone on Feb 2, 2011 7:49:11 GMT -5
Thanks lovely I'm just going to leave asap and go somewhere nice and hopefully understanding! xx |
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Post by hellsbells on Feb 2, 2011 8:15:50 GMT -5
Are you still using your tens Gem?
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Deep breaths. xxxx
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