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Post by Karen on Nov 21, 2011 6:58:35 GMT -5
Hope your exam goes as well as it can!
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Post by gemstone on Nov 21, 2011 7:27:48 GMT -5
Good luck for today JJ  |
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Post by jessabug on Nov 21, 2011 13:40:37 GMT -5
Girl meets boy. Girl and boy become fast friends. Girl and boy develop sexual tension... and start hooking up. Boy is emotionally stunted and terrified of his feelings for her, thus treating her differently on a daily basis. Girl decides it makes her feel too sh*tty and asks for space. Boy and girl both hate not talking, because they both care lots about each other, but girl insists because she knows that they are just going to fall back into the same pattern of having feelings but boy not having the balls to man up to his feelings, and she doesn't want to get hurt. Boy misses girl. Girl misses boy. Girl having VERY HARD TIME not running back to boy.  |
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Post by JC on Nov 21, 2011 13:43:00 GMT -5
AWWWWWW! |
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Post by hellsbells on Nov 21, 2011 14:18:11 GMT -5
OMG Jess that's me!!!!!!! I'm ending mine tonight, way too much of a head f**k!
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Post by omaklackey on Nov 21, 2011 15:33:38 GMT -5
Re: jenaya, I'm glad I'm not the only one having a nervous breakdown due to school. I want to smash my computer over my nutrition teachers head one minute and slit my wrists the next. This semester has been horrible and last week was the straw that broke my back. I got called in for midterm evaluations and told I was "to loud and to personal and comments had been made about me in my clinical group". I absolutely freaked out. They kept asking me "do you want to say anything" and I finally squeaked out that I had to go home and think first. (which has to mean I'm improving since normally I would have gone total b*tch and crying and the whole routine). I felt so horrible because I thought I had made friends and here they were talking behind my back. Instead of studying for my nutrition exam (worth 1/3 of my grade) I spent all night freaking out. Then the next day when I'm calmer my instructors says "oh I didn't mean your clinical group, it was during skills testing". WTF!! I told her exactly what happened in skills testing and about the horrible mean girl in class that I got stuck with twice. So because of those meetings I missed another quiz which lowered my grade in pharm and I was to embarrassed by the whole thing to ask for an extension although she probably would have given it to me. It just brought back horrible, horrible flash backs to high school. It ruined my whole week.
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Post by jessabug on Nov 21, 2011 16:31:46 GMT -5
Ugh, isn't it, Helen? Good luck... it's damn hard. I "ended" it yesterday morning, then he texted me last night. And today we just now started talking again... it's just so hard. Especially since we've become so close. But he is 22, spent 4 years in the air force, and has never had a relationship. He's totally freaked out by what's going on between us. It's sh*tty. How long have you and your guy been going on?
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Post by hellsbells on Nov 21, 2011 18:22:51 GMT -5
A few months. It's gone ok after we sat and talked about other stuff for 2 hours! My feelings have started to change recently, and what we've decided is that we'll be friends. He's in a bad place, I care, I can't just walk away. But I have some closure and I'm ready to move on, slowly, and see who's around the corner! All I can say to you is go with your gut. Do what's right for you, don't let him mess with your head! I think now we've taken sex off the table we can actually have some closeness!
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Post by jessabug on Nov 21, 2011 19:57:07 GMT -5
Haha! At least sex was on the table for you, it wasn't even an option for us because of my symptoms.. our closeness has always been emotional. I just spent an hour on the phone with him, it went terribly. A lot of umm's and I don't know's from his end, which ultimately lead to me trying to get off the phone whilst keeping my tears as undetectable as possible. I don't even really know when we're going to speak next, let alone see each other, because we came to no conclusion whatsoever. It's weird to adore someone so much, but also want them out of your life, because you know that they bring such emotional turmoil into it. All I see is a recipe for disaster unless he figures out where he stands, and I just don't see that happening. So it's time for me to pick myself up and move on. Going to be hard though, since he's become a best friend to me so quickly. I want to cry every time I think about my surgery now, since I feel like he was the one person who I could have counted on to be there for me 100%. What a crappy feeling.
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Post by Karen on Nov 21, 2011 20:44:34 GMT -5
No fun. But, you have a good head on your shoulders and will do what's best for you in the long run. Just because you adore someone doesn't mean it has to be a relationship. Would both of you be happy with a friendship? |
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Post by jessabug on Nov 21, 2011 23:04:09 GMT -5
I don't think so. Because our feelings aren't going to just evaporate, and neither of us have much self control, so we'd probably just start hooking up again and end up right back here.
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Post by hellsbells on Nov 22, 2011 7:48:32 GMT -5
I've lost the man of 6 O's in 3 hours.........that stings! I really don't know how this friendship thing is going to work out. Jess You're doing the right thing, believe me, I know how ahrd it is, I really do! But don't put your life on hold for someone who can't give you what you need x
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Post by JC on Nov 22, 2011 9:14:49 GMT -5
It's so difficult to make a decision in this situation girls! I'm sorry you have to go through it. It's a difficult battle to fight between logic and love. It sucks.
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Post by painttheseconds on Nov 22, 2011 14:39:39 GMT -5
I'm with Jenaya. It's such a fight between logic and love. Thinking of you girls.
My bitch is that I'm coming down with some sort of bug and it's one of the busiest weeks at work right now. I'm going in late today and just hoping they aren't to upset with me. I hate missing work.
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Post by hellsbells on Nov 22, 2011 15:02:09 GMT -5
I know the decision is the right one but I feel so damn sad x
Sorry you're poorly Nicolle x
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