Post by harmony on Aug 18, 2011 17:49:58 GMT -5
So after failed treatments and just not liking any of those drugs, I decided to do a healing shaman ceremony. My acupuncturist studied with one for a year in Peru and has his own sweat lodge. I really needed this bad, with endo I noticed I became a very negative person and in this last year I couldn't stand anything anymore. I didn't want to be touched and everything hurt. When my endo started I had no clue why it started but after five years I noticed I feed it and made it waaaay worse. So here is the story.
On July 31 we set out to the country. When my boyfriend and I arrived we set up and started praying to all directions calling on animals, nautre and all that great stuff. When we were calling on nature, everything started to get windy and wooshy. After that we burned a bunch of healing herbs and I said some things about getting endo out of me and how it almost ruined my relationship with my partner. (it was hanging by a thread) Then things really started to get intense, Grant (shaman) and I travelled deep down the rabbit hole to find my totem animals. That was something else, I've never seen so many shaps and intense colours and sound. After we travelled we started my healing. I just closed my eyes and let things happen, fell into a trance with the drumming. While Grant was doing the healing a hawk flew over and made sounds. A catapiller climbed on me from what my bf said and butterflies flew all around. I could also hear frogs everywhere. Also my boyfriend said he saw Grant literly struggle to pull something out of my abdomen.
After the healing I felt amazing but I still had the sweat lodge to go into, holy mother do you every sweat alot. My skin was so soft after that, I can't say what happened in there as what happend in there stays in there. But it was very spirtual. Needless to say, I feel FANTASTIC, never have I felt this good. I have no negativty, not one single bit and my ovaries don't hurt anymore. I have had slight pain, but I tell it to leave and it does. I learned so much about myself, the world, the universe and my bf. Things have never been better between us, we both needed that. This is the short version of this, but I wanted to share this. Time stood still there, very sacred place. And I am doing another one shortly.
If any of you believe in this kind of thing, you should really go for it. I really just wanted to heal myself. Now I can eat bread again, and have no pain.
Thanks for reading,
Much love,
Harmony
On July 31 we set out to the country. When my boyfriend and I arrived we set up and started praying to all directions calling on animals, nautre and all that great stuff. When we were calling on nature, everything started to get windy and wooshy. After that we burned a bunch of healing herbs and I said some things about getting endo out of me and how it almost ruined my relationship with my partner. (it was hanging by a thread) Then things really started to get intense, Grant (shaman) and I travelled deep down the rabbit hole to find my totem animals. That was something else, I've never seen so many shaps and intense colours and sound. After we travelled we started my healing. I just closed my eyes and let things happen, fell into a trance with the drumming. While Grant was doing the healing a hawk flew over and made sounds. A catapiller climbed on me from what my bf said and butterflies flew all around. I could also hear frogs everywhere. Also my boyfriend said he saw Grant literly struggle to pull something out of my abdomen.
After the healing I felt amazing but I still had the sweat lodge to go into, holy mother do you every sweat alot. My skin was so soft after that, I can't say what happened in there as what happend in there stays in there. But it was very spirtual. Needless to say, I feel FANTASTIC, never have I felt this good. I have no negativty, not one single bit and my ovaries don't hurt anymore. I have had slight pain, but I tell it to leave and it does. I learned so much about myself, the world, the universe and my bf. Things have never been better between us, we both needed that. This is the short version of this, but I wanted to share this. Time stood still there, very sacred place. And I am doing another one shortly.
If any of you believe in this kind of thing, you should really go for it. I really just wanted to heal myself. Now I can eat bread again, and have no pain.
Thanks for reading,
Much love,
Harmony