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Post by hellsbells on Oct 16, 2010 9:34:51 GMT -5
I started off really well too, got a lot of cleaning and tidying to do, now I feel pooped.
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Post by JC on Oct 16, 2010 12:49:51 GMT -5
Yeah I feel ya. I've been dependant on caffeine for the last month to get me through the days. I drop dead by like 8pm.
Where did all my energy go?
And my friggin lymph nodes are swelling again. It's been a month of random lymph nodes in random places swelling for no reason. ughh Is this MORE doctor appointments and MORE copayments?
I need a nap.
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Post by Karen on Oct 16, 2010 20:30:20 GMT -5
My neighbors are having a party. I've heard bass since 6 pm. It's not as bad as it's been in the past, but it's still early...
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Post by JC on Oct 17, 2010 6:54:53 GMT -5
Do you all ever have those days where you wake up thinking about every wrong someone has done to you? Then you get angry and basically put yourself in a bad mood from it? I have been doing this for the past 3 weeks, basically haunted by bad memories of things that someone has done to me and I get so angry as if it had just happened.  |
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Post by hellsbells on Oct 17, 2010 8:14:35 GMT -5
Sort of. If I think there's a problem, I haved conversations about it in my head where people tell me what I don't want to hear, and I actually make myself upset by thinking this way about something that hasn't happened.....not good. On the flip side, working it through in my head means I'm less likely to get annoyed when I finally have to have the real conversation, and therefore avoid falling out with someone! But yeah, I make myself upset/angry by thinking too much.
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Post by Karen on Oct 17, 2010 8:39:26 GMT -5
Jenaya, I know EXACTLY what you mean! And Helen, I'm often having conversations in my head, and coming up with responses to things I think they'd say if we ever had that conversation, so then I get even more worked up about what I think they'd say! Luckily, for the most part, I'm usually wrong, but man, sometimes I wonder why I torture myself like that.
Hoping you can find some peace soon, Jenaya, and start waking up some day thinking about more rights than wrongs.
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Post by JC on Oct 17, 2010 15:52:22 GMT -5
LOL Helen, I do that too!
I literally couldn't keep my eyes open today. I'm so exhausted over NOTHING! I ended up sleeping for an hour and a half. I feel like my body doesn't want to move.
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Post by Karen on Oct 17, 2010 16:27:54 GMT -5
That was my yesterday...
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Post by JC on Oct 18, 2010 6:15:48 GMT -5
OMFG I had hot flashes all day yesterday. It was awful! Some of them woke me up out of my sleep! What the hell is going on with me!?!?!
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Post by Karen on Oct 18, 2010 6:18:53 GMT -5
Aren't you sick right now? Do you have a fever? Or is it just your damn period?...
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Post by JC on Oct 18, 2010 6:32:20 GMT -5
I do have a cold. I haven't noticed any fevers. I'm also on my period.
Seriously my hormones have not been the same since I saw that neurologist and was given medication that messed with my birth control.
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Post by gemstone on Oct 18, 2010 7:24:12 GMT -5
After being told that there is nothing wrong with me (!), my follow up app. has been scheduled for the end of January!!! Ridiculous - I phoned them and they said that my doctor had to rearrange his app. and I had been put to the back of the queue as I wasn't priority! I asked them to reschedule me to move me closer as there is still a problem and she said she would see what she could do. That was two weeks ago - stupid system!!!!
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Post by JC on Oct 18, 2010 14:16:10 GMT -5
Oh wow what a load of crap.
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Post by JC on Oct 20, 2010 15:09:30 GMT -5
I ran into an old classmate and we started talking about our current classes. I told him, "hey I got a 100% on my cell physiology exam, I set the grade curve for the class!"
And he replies with, "Oh so the class must be pretty easy then."
He was dead serious. Thanks dude for minimizing my abilities. And NO the class isn't easy, I studied my a$s off you jerk.
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Post by sunshine78 on Oct 20, 2010 20:07:42 GMT -5
What a jackass.
My current bitch (besides relentless migraine):
I'm currently unemployed, but all's not totally lost, since I actually get unemployment, this time around. But... the only calls I've gotten have been for sales positions. That was happening even BEFORE I ever worked in the sales department at my sh1tty company, and even then, I got no training; I was just thrown into it, and the only reason I ever made any sales is because I know our products and services backward and forward, not because I'm actually cut out for sales. I was forced into the position, and would not be laid off, if I were cut out for sales. I think these companies are just doing keyword searches for sales, when they comb through resumes, without looking at actual experience. *sigh* I'd take the stupid job, if I knew I wouldn't be setting myself up for failure, because, guess what? I take NO for an answer, and I don't like my job or paycheck depending on whether or not I can talk someone into something.
There, all done.
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