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Post by Karen on Dec 30, 2009 22:15:44 GMT -5
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Post by cherry on Dec 31, 2009 5:12:32 GMT -5
I would write 2009 a Dear John Bad Year letter, and for the first time I really do believe in a New Year being a good time to make a new start!
Good riddance to:
*painkillers that make me puke
*pain that makes me puke
*redundancy
*bad memories and hard decisions regarding past abuses
*suicidal thoughts
*feeling hopeless because I can't do what others want
*severe depression and letting myself get sucked under
*goodbye anorexia!
*no more emotional abuse
*goodbye to fear
I think there's loads but I sound like a moaning stuck record so that will do. I really hope for all of you, that you're able to put the worst of things behind you with 2009. I know it hasn't been too pleasant for most of us, but I'm glad to have shared and halved my problems with the girls on this forum!
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Post by hellsbells on Dec 31, 2009 10:22:18 GMT -5
NYE has become a bit of a 'going through the motions' event for the last few years, but it feels like so much more this year. Although I am staying in alone with some decent TV and a bottle of champagne. Love it. I would shred the horrendous fatigue and lethargy I've had for most of this year, along with the 'not knowing' and wondering what was going on.
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Post by Karen on Dec 31, 2009 19:47:48 GMT -5
First off, Cherry, I think you've have an incredible year - you've had so much going on! But, it really sounds like you've got a much better handle on things these days and I know that things will continue to get better in 2010! And, Helen, ditto! NYE has become a bit of a 'going through the motions' event for the last few years, but it feels like so much more this year. 2009 is the first year where I really felt like the rug got pulled out from underneath me and it sucked. So, if I could, I'd shred fear, uncertainty, sadness, and no confidence. |
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Post by sunshine78 on Jan 2, 2010 1:26:47 GMT -5
-Migraines
-Cramps
-sh*tty doctors
-Midget B*tch Bosses
And, guess what? I've decided that THIS year, I take control of as much as I can, and make sure that no matter how exhausted I am, I will do not only what I have to do, but also, what I can do. That's right.
F*ck 2009. Suck it, 2009. Put it in your butt, 2009!
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Post by cherry on Jan 2, 2010 4:44:53 GMT -5
I have a simple motto for the year, 'carpe diem'. Or 'suck it up dumbass', depends on whether I'm annoying myself or not. I know that the only thing that scares me in this world is the supernatural so I need to just get on with 'it'. I'm gonna try not to be exasperated with myself over the year that's gone by, it's been a big learning curve and I've come out of it knowing who I am more than I have ever known in my life. I'll try to make the pain worthwhile. It's due in no small part to this forum, so thank you girls. You've let me rant and joke and make inappropriate comments, and been there for me more than the friends who disappeared since things went bad in late 2008. Sunshine your mantra is spot on!
Karen I hope this can be a year full of confidence for you cos you're lovely, efficient, clever and gorgeous, so big yourself up girl. I think that when you have a little more confidence, all those other things fall in too.
I had the quietest New Year's Eve ever. Just me and my sis watching crap on TV, no alcohol even cos she's feeling weird and I couldn't be bothered. Had the tramadol lumpy yawns. It was nice, we watched the fireworks displays on TV and then I had an epic bath and went to bed.
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Post by JC on Jan 2, 2010 10:34:38 GMT -5
I want to be a better friend and person in general. Good bye 2009!!!!
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Post by Karen on Jan 2, 2010 16:11:34 GMT -5
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Post by Tara on Jan 5, 2010 15:23:45 GMT -5
I am "Shredding" or saying good bye to taking everything so seriously....This year I am going to let things go......So far it is day 5 and I'm not doing so well, but I think it is a hard goal to try and change my personality.....bye 2009 hello 2010 (By the way I can't get over saying 2010 - it sounds like a horror movie in the future to me)  |
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Post by JC on Jan 5, 2010 17:05:04 GMT -5
Last year I my resolution was to stop complaining so much. HAHA we all can see how well THAT went!
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Post by sunshine78 on Jan 5, 2010 23:21:18 GMT -5
I'm right there with you.
Boss pissed me off yesterday, and I wasn't even WORKING AGAIN, yet. Pissed me off again, today... so much so, that she almost got elbow-checked in the big bazoo, or her pie hole stuffed with my foot.
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Post by Tara on Jan 6, 2010 10:28:17 GMT -5
You see, I think I did it right, I'm not going to take everything so seriously, but at least I can still complain.....Which I do alot of....If I tried to stop doing that, I think I would have to stop talking altogether  |
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