Post by chloelouise on Sept 13, 2009 15:56:37 GMT -5
Please dont think this is a rant about motherhood etc and think Im being ungrateful, I love it and count myself blessed everyday for amelia. And also its not exactly endo related but please bare with me.
So throughout my pregnancy I developed these cysts in my groin which make walking agony and Im sick with the pain, I was told they should go after I had amelia but they never stopped in fact now they dont even flare up and go they are here all the time its just a question of how painful they are, Ive been told the only thing they can do is a skin graft because they are so permanant now. This is totally out of the question because I cant be out of action that long with looking after amelia.
2nd thing, Im losing my hair, big bold patch at the back, like my self esteem wasnt bad enough. Got docs tomorrow.
AND my hemroids are awwwwwful at the minute and I lent my grandmother my holey cushion so now sitting for me is really freaking sore!!! after the birth was told they were the worst the midwife had ever seen and although they've been better the last few months now they are back.
Kind of feels like Im winning the endo fight but have taken on three more in its place.
I know compared to endo hell these are nothing, please dont think Im being disrespectful babes, OH is on a 24hr shift and Im feeling a little low about it all. Sorry, thank you for listening!
So throughout my pregnancy I developed these cysts in my groin which make walking agony and Im sick with the pain, I was told they should go after I had amelia but they never stopped in fact now they dont even flare up and go they are here all the time its just a question of how painful they are, Ive been told the only thing they can do is a skin graft because they are so permanant now. This is totally out of the question because I cant be out of action that long with looking after amelia.
2nd thing, Im losing my hair, big bold patch at the back, like my self esteem wasnt bad enough. Got docs tomorrow.
AND my hemroids are awwwwwful at the minute and I lent my grandmother my holey cushion so now sitting for me is really freaking sore!!! after the birth was told they were the worst the midwife had ever seen and although they've been better the last few months now they are back.
Kind of feels like Im winning the endo fight but have taken on three more in its place.
I know compared to endo hell these are nothing, please dont think Im being disrespectful babes, OH is on a 24hr shift and Im feeling a little low about it all. Sorry, thank you for listening!
