one thing after another

[shortieblatt]

Okay, so I had a lap done last Monday, then started running a fever so doc put me on a bunch of antibotics, and d/t so much antibotics i got a yeast infection. So, since it isnt the first time that I have had one I went to Wal Mart and got the over the counter monosat (sorry spelled wrong not good at spelling). Then I had a reaction to that hurting so bad a swollen to the point I cant walk. So I called the doc on call to find out what to do. And he called in Diflucan and that lovely med has made me feel like I have 100 knives stabbing me in the pelvic region. I am just so tried of hurting that it isnt even funny. I have sat and cried all day cause I am just tired of hurting. I have a great husband and he would do anything for me but he works 24 hr shifts and when he gets home I feel so bad for asking him to do so many things. I know he doesnt mind but I just feel so bad. He was trying to cheer me up today and I told him I hurt so bad not to touch me. And he got up and walked away. Sometimes I wonder why he married me when I am always sick. Granted we just found out what has been causing the problem for at least 2 years. But sometimes I dont understand. I am so young (22 y/o) and wonder how I am going to deal with these the rest of my life.
Okay sorry for going on and on but I really just needed to get it off my chest.

[Karen]

Ah, the lovely yeast infection... Nothing like adding insult to injury? Have you tried taking acidophilus? Might be too late to get you any relief now, but it's one that I take every day to ward off yeast infections. cjlevett.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=related&action=display&thread=2111&page=1

As for the rest, give yourself some credit. You've been through quite a bit, including surgery, an infection, and a diagnosis! You'll need some time to process it all and get your strength back. But know that you CAN get your strength back!!

[shortieblatt]

Thank you olsenka... it has been really hard it doesnt help that I am trying to process now having endo and just truly sick of being sick... I am so glad they found out what was wrong. Cause I had been going to the doctor for almost a year with the same problem. And b/c I was diagnoised with ovarian cyst they kept saying that it was just another cyst. And I knew it wasnt and finally after going through walk through clinic every week for a month finally a doc suggested endo. And he wasnt even my doc my doc wouldnt even refer me out to a gyn when I asked he set me up with someone to do a pap and he would treat me. And since I only have Mondays off during the week it took a month and a half to do a pap but finally a walk through doc refered me out before the pap. And I was so sick growing up in and out of the hospitals all the time for being a premmie 11 1/2 early. And I just annoyed with being sick.
And this site has helped me so much just reading what other people have been through and reading how they got through it. Thanks!!!