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Post by omaklackey on Jun 13, 2009 12:34:41 GMT -5
So this morning I woke feeling blue, yesterday I woke up angry, the day before I woke up feeling High. I'm thinking haunting the depression entry's probably not going to help me. I just searched through a bunch of the "when to take depression meds and links pertaining to them. I just don't know about all this. I think I could say that I'm just expericencing the stages of grief and but I feel like Monk on the this season when He bounced threw all five stages in about five minutes. I'm eating healthy for the first time in a long time. Veggies, veggies, veggies, I"m loosing weight which is awesome! BUT somehow I'm still bouncing around through my moods like a psycho b#%@h. I did loose an ovary so maybe that is what is sending me into this swing and then another. I think I really need to go on something. I'm this bad already and I'm going on Lupron in a few weeks. (on my birthday - how uncool is that) I don't know how much crazier I can be. I have three kids and I need to be at least a little normal for them. Besides I spend money when I'm depressed and we don't have any right now. ARGH! I'm sure in an hour I'll be bouncing off the walls again. I don't think the humand brain is supposed to be able to handle this.
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Post by Kitty on Jun 13, 2009 14:41:41 GMT -5
Oh honey i know those days! Take a deep breath! Maybe try some yoga. It can be very soothing. And if it comes to meds it comes to meds. Its good you are aware of your mood though just keep monitoring it. I know that when i first was going through this endo it was very hard. Like all things it gets a little easier with time. Chin up we are here for you! I know it can also help to vent.. I hope your day picks up for you.
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Post by Karen on Jun 13, 2009 18:06:06 GMT -5
I can relate, too. The changes to your body, not knowing what will help, not feeling 100%, it can all be overwhelming. Take care of yourself!!
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