Post by Nari on Sept 23, 2007 22:28:52 GMT -5
Okay, I have posted before about my situation with the girls and all that.
That and the pains and stress and the way the girls seem to keep acting like their mother mother is the bomb and that she is innocent in the whole situation is killing me. They act like we are the ones who are abusing them ....I cant take it.
We had to send the one this summer to visit and she came back, but she refuses to send the other back. Ok fine, that is one reason we are in court, but the one that came back is now actin like she has lost her da*n mind. Acting like she did when she was there. I am sorry. We have rules in this house.
She brags alot about things they have in that house over there and what she is allowed to do there. Got me pissed this morning. Over a cell phone. She said that her mother bought her a cell phone over the summer but she didnt bring it back to Japan. Fine. I dont care. She has a cell phone here, had one now for over a year. But she is gonna sit there and say, well my mom bought me a cell phone. My other daughter says, well why didnt you bring it home. She said, well my step sister is using it because her Dad broke hers. I said Oh, so it isnt your phone anymore, its hers. She didnt say anything but still it is the point. We bust our rear-ends for these kids and they are ungrateful actin like all that stuff that her mother does and gives her is better than the GOOD LIFE we give her. I am just tired.
Tired to the point that I know I need to start going back on my anti depressants because all of this is really getting to me.
All I do these days is be angry and grouchy and snap at people now along with wanna sleep all the time. I know when I get to that point.
Ok, sorry. Im rambling. Thanks for listening..err reading.
Hugz
I'm sorry. Im not making a lot of sense right now, rambling on. I am just tired of it.
That and the pains and stress and the way the girls seem to keep acting like their mother mother is the bomb and that she is innocent in the whole situation is killing me. They act like we are the ones who are abusing them ....I cant take it.
We had to send the one this summer to visit and she came back, but she refuses to send the other back. Ok fine, that is one reason we are in court, but the one that came back is now actin like she has lost her da*n mind. Acting like she did when she was there. I am sorry. We have rules in this house.
She brags alot about things they have in that house over there and what she is allowed to do there. Got me pissed this morning. Over a cell phone. She said that her mother bought her a cell phone over the summer but she didnt bring it back to Japan. Fine. I dont care. She has a cell phone here, had one now for over a year. But she is gonna sit there and say, well my mom bought me a cell phone. My other daughter says, well why didnt you bring it home. She said, well my step sister is using it because her Dad broke hers. I said Oh, so it isnt your phone anymore, its hers. She didnt say anything but still it is the point. We bust our rear-ends for these kids and they are ungrateful actin like all that stuff that her mother does and gives her is better than the GOOD LIFE we give her. I am just tired.
Tired to the point that I know I need to start going back on my anti depressants because all of this is really getting to me.
All I do these days is be angry and grouchy and snap at people now along with wanna sleep all the time. I know when I get to that point.
Ok, sorry. Im rambling. Thanks for listening..err reading.
Hugz
I'm sorry. Im not making a lot of sense right now, rambling on. I am just tired of it.