Post by gemstone on Oct 30, 2012 16:43:48 GMT -5
I'm putting this here as I'm not sure really where this post should go and because you girls are the ONLY people I can talk to This is a good thing
I've been trying to catch up as I've been away and thought I'd post as I've decided to have a break from my pill for a while to see how I'm doing 'really' and because I haven't had a proper bleed in months and I really feel like I need one.
Well, it's been almost three weeks, I'm ovulating at the moment (I think). I've been eating everything since my surgery which is so bad I know, but I was feeling so much better that I wanted to 'treat' myself (before my surgery eating anything hurt me and eating the bad stuff like wheat etc killed me!). Being off the pill means I can feel where I think the endo has come back and know that I need to go back on the endo diet!!! My bowels are feeling like they did before the surgery and I am slightly constipated at the moment, I'm going but not properly. The pain is creeping back, nothing like before or like most of you girls at the moment, but it's there...
I'm also mood swinging like no-one's business; up one minute, in floods of tears the next etc.
But, the overwhelming factor about this change, is that I have the horn. It's ridiculous. I know you'll get this whole hormone change thing and hopefully laugh with me about it, but seriously, I've got it bad.
I'm checking everyone out and today was genuinely wondering what effect the bus journey I was taking would have on me Needless to say I spent a lot of that bus journey thinking about Tom Hardy
I know this will settle down and on a more serious note, it's really interesting to see what the pill has been covering up. I spoke to Helen about it when we met up and I was undecided about what to do. I think I've made the right decision for now as I really only resorted to the pill when the endo and pain etc was so bad I needed something.
Time will tell.
I'm looking forward to my moods settling down but I think I will miss the horn when that settles down too!!!!
I've been trying to catch up as I've been away and thought I'd post as I've decided to have a break from my pill for a while to see how I'm doing 'really' and because I haven't had a proper bleed in months and I really feel like I need one.
Well, it's been almost three weeks, I'm ovulating at the moment (I think). I've been eating everything since my surgery which is so bad I know, but I was feeling so much better that I wanted to 'treat' myself (before my surgery eating anything hurt me and eating the bad stuff like wheat etc killed me!). Being off the pill means I can feel where I think the endo has come back and know that I need to go back on the endo diet!!! My bowels are feeling like they did before the surgery and I am slightly constipated at the moment, I'm going but not properly. The pain is creeping back, nothing like before or like most of you girls at the moment, but it's there...
I'm also mood swinging like no-one's business; up one minute, in floods of tears the next etc.
But, the overwhelming factor about this change, is that I have the horn. It's ridiculous. I know you'll get this whole hormone change thing and hopefully laugh with me about it, but seriously, I've got it bad.
I'm checking everyone out and today was genuinely wondering what effect the bus journey I was taking would have on me Needless to say I spent a lot of that bus journey thinking about Tom Hardy
I know this will settle down and on a more serious note, it's really interesting to see what the pill has been covering up. I spoke to Helen about it when we met up and I was undecided about what to do. I think I've made the right decision for now as I really only resorted to the pill when the endo and pain etc was so bad I needed something.
Time will tell.
I'm looking forward to my moods settling down but I think I will miss the horn when that settles down too!!!!