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Post by Kitty on Jun 13, 2009 14:50:07 GMT -5
Tomorrow is the memorial. I'm just having a really hard time with this. I keep thinking he is coming home soon.. It really sucks and I miss my dad so much. I was so used to waking up every morning and going over the frys ad (computer stuff) with him.. Things just seem really hard right now. With this weekend being the memorial, next weekend being fathers day, then my mom and i have our birthday weekend following that.. It's so much to handle right at once.. I'm really overwhelmed. I know I need to be strong for my mom tomorrow so please keep those prayers/good thoughts to give me strength.
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Post by Karen on Jun 13, 2009 18:11:11 GMT -5
I can't imagine what you're going through, but you're not going through it alone. You are already strong, but I'll send good thoughts your way just in case.
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Post by jjuls22 on Jun 14, 2009 16:44:59 GMT -5
i hope today is going as well as it can. Keep your chin up, your dad is still looking over you and wouldn't want you and your mom to be sad. I'm sure he would love to see you smile on his birthday when you think of all the wonderful memories you two shared. Hang in there.
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Post by KSA on Jun 14, 2009 17:27:45 GMT -5
Sending hugs and kind thoughts your way!
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Post by Kitty on Jun 15, 2009 11:11:31 GMT -5
Thank you girls for all the well wishes. I think if i keep up this glass half empty outlook i'll keep getting pleasantly surprised when things work out.. since that is how its been the last two weeks. It was a nice memorial my uncle and bf did great music. I think my dad would have liked it.
Thank you again for all the love *hugs*
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Post by JC on Jun 16, 2009 10:42:58 GMT -5
Its funny because my dad likes that frys ad too. It made me think of my dad. So how did everything go?
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Post by Kitty on Jun 17, 2009 11:22:42 GMT -5
The memorial went very nice. We sang a lot which i think my dad would have really liked. (turn turn turn, let it be, some other songs).
Now its just grieving and realizing he isn't in the hospital anymore and he isn't coming home. It's a rough path. Anyone who has lost someone close knows it.
So we will see how today goes..
And of course I've been stupid and paying for it by drinking so much red wine. >.<
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Post by Karen on Jun 17, 2009 20:21:19 GMT -5
And of course I've been stupid and paying for it by drinking so much red wine. >.< Yeah, drinking never seems to help all that much, but it sure seems like a good idea, doesn't it? ;D I hope today was ok, and I hope tomorrow is, too.
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