louise
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Post by louise on Sept 5, 2006 12:37:52 GMT -5
hi im sorry im not very positive today, but i have really been suffereing for the past couple of weeks and i want to scream at the top of my voice STOP, the pain was so bad last nite i thought i was going to have too go to a & e, im in my new job now which is going really well but last weekend and so far this week i feel awlful, im dizzy and feel sick all day and the pain just keeps getting worse and to top it all off they have cancelled my op date so god knows when i will get it now, i havn't been on lately as i just couldn't focus on the screen, im sorry about that, i do hope you are all ok, i just needed to let off some steam, my friends just think it's me moaning of tummy ache again, lou x
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Post by erzulie on Sept 5, 2006 17:34:00 GMT -5
I'm sorry you're in so much pain Louise I hope they get to your surgery really soon!
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Post by ouchy on Sept 7, 2006 22:00:53 GMT -5
Hi, lou. Sorry for all your crazy pain and suffering! That bites that your operation date got canceled!!! Good luck w/ everything.
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Post by Hillary on Sept 8, 2006 20:52:36 GMT -5
Hi Louise, Venting is good, we all know how you feel, that is part of why we are here! I had a good venting session little while nd after I had written it here I felt better, I felt as though there was someone who understands what I am talking about. This site has certainly given me a new view on this stupid thing we all have. I really, really hope you are feeling better really soon , I know sometimes it seems like a long way around that corner but its not far I also hope that you get in for surgery soon, it should help ease that pain
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louise
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Post by louise on Sept 11, 2006 16:14:41 GMT -5
thanks guys i knew i would feel better once i let off abit of steam, my gp has given me pills to carm my tummy down, decreases the swelling or something and told me to take normal painkillers as well, he was not very helpful he described my disease as naf, wont be seeing him again, my partner is looking into going private for my op, does anyone know any good private hospitals other than bupa, and how much it would cost, bless my partner he does really care for me, he tries to understand and looks after me very well, hope you all are ok, speak soon xx
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Post by ouchy on Sept 11, 2006 20:35:54 GMT -5
lou, what does "naf" stand for?
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louise
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Post by louise on Sept 12, 2006 14:21:22 GMT -5
hi ouchy naf sort of means abit crap but in a lighter contex, he was getting at the fact that aswell as taking an overdose the end of last year now i have this disease to deal with, i know it was a silly thing to do and i regret it most days but at the time it seemed my only way out, and i dont need my gp bringing it all up again after i have come to terms with it and have stopped hating myself now, i am a stronger person now then ever and love life to the full, where do gps get off treating us like this, alot of us on here have had bad gps along the way, anyway sorry ouchy thats what naf means, didnt mean to go on they just get me so mad sometimes, and it's usually the male gps because they really dont understand the word pain, or know pain, they think cutting themselves shaving is painful, lou xxx
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Post by ouchy on Sept 12, 2006 14:39:23 GMT -5
NO, not a problem, lou! I was just curious what it meant! I can totally understand your anger and frustration!!! I, too, have had to battle doctors to find a good one! I can totally relate! I actually had to call in to work sick today, because of cramps. I was drugged, so I don't remember much of what I said. I remember saying on the answering machine something about I won't be at work, because I have cramps and that they're not little cramps, I have endometriosis, and the cramps are like labor contractions. Hahah! My boss probably thinks I'm completely mad now! I really don't know what all I said. Gosh.
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Post by kaitlynblunt on Oct 7, 2006 23:17:59 GMT -5
I just need to let some steam off. I'm 17 and will be 18 in feb. to start i was diagnosed with endo jan25 of this year. I just went back to my doctor this week and based on some symptoms the endo is getting closed to my bowels and my specialist wants to do the scope again. I'm pissed in general. I'm usually really outgoing and upbeat and i know having this disease will just make me stronger but it just sucks! I'm sick of being sick. I'm in gr 12 like i should be looking forward to going off to college and having a great year but half the time i'm at home instead of being off with my friends cuz i'm sick. I'm so bitter it takes me a full two weeks before i can get enough energy back after the surgery to go back to work and now i have to take a week off of school which doubles my workload after. None of my friends can relate. I hate surgery, i get nervous and scared and in the end it's really just you on that operating table you feel so alone. Somedays i'm fine and it never crosses my mind but others i'm mad or in tears.
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Post by ouchy on Oct 7, 2006 23:24:11 GMT -5
sorry, kaitlynblunt. i know how you feel. i have endo on my bowels, and judging from the symptoms, I had it on my bowels back in high school, too. the only difference was i could't find a doctor back then to take me seriously that i had endo. good luck w/ everything.
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Post by kaitlynblunt on Oct 20, 2006 22:05:33 GMT -5
ya i'm just waiting on my surgery date hopefully i can get a friday so i dont miss as much school since i'm in my last year. i think i'm most proud of my honours for last year with being sick and having surgery the day of exams and losing my grandpa the night before my first exam day in the last semester. lately i've been really unpatient and have reamed out anyone who got the slightest bit on my nerves. i think it's just b.c. my worries way exceed my friends usual worries about guys and school. I'm having a hard time hanging out with them even i duno they just don't understand and i guess they never will b.c. u can't untill u've gone through it.
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Post by ouchy on Oct 20, 2006 22:14:25 GMT -5
Sorry you have had to deal with so much at one time. Sorry for the loss of your grandfather as well. I lost mine a little while back, too. It's great that you have honors classes and grades and all, though! Keep up the good work!!! Best wishes with everything. Hope you get your surgery date soon!!! I hope they can do even better than just a Friday and schedule it during your winter break! Keep us posted.
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