Post by mimi1373 on Sept 25, 2006 13:05:39 GMT -5
I am happy to have found this message board for support and information. I am 36 years old and I have finally come to terms with the fact that something is "not right" with me. I guess I need help figuring out how to approach this disease.
As a teenager I remember having very painful heavy periods. I can remember lying on the bathroom floor crying because of the cramps and stabbing pains during/after BM's. I remember sleeping with a towel between my legs because it hurt too bad to insert a tampon, and a pad (even 2 pads) would be saturated by the middle of the night. I was too embarrassed to tell anyone, so I just suffered with the pain and discomfort. Then came college, and I immediately made a gyne appointment my freshman year and went on the pill. I was on the pill continuously for over 15 years and barely had any problems or pains, so I had just about forgotten about all of it.
About a year ago I decided to go off the Pill because I had been getting daily migraines, and my neorologist suggested that I might get some relief from the headaches if I stopped taking it. Well guess what----my old "menstrual" problems (which I had just about forgotten about)returned with a vengeance! And over the past year they have gotten worse. During my period, I have serious cramping and heavy bleeding with clots. The painful BM's have returned...I swear it feels like I am giving birth (athough I really don't know what that feels like) to a spiked bowling ball thru my rear-end (too graphic??), and I now have a contant dull pain in my right ovary all the time, but especially during ovulation when I can barely walk. I also have an achy back all of the time. My newest problem which has just started to happen in the past month is menstrual cramps which make me nauseus and almost pass out --- but not during my period. They come on suddenly ;last about a half hour and then fade away. But boy, is it scary...the other day I was out for a run and I didn't think I was going to make it home!! I almost knocked on a complete strangers' door to ask if I could come inside and call my husband at work!
I usually have a pretty high tolerance for pain, and I am used to living with pain. Therefore I am always unsure of what is the difference between normal vs. abnormal pain. But...that last incident scared me and is what finally prompted me to call my gyne, and of course after explaining all of these symptoms, I don't have to tell you what she thinks I have. She has told me I should go back on the pill since I am not really sure if I am ready to get pregnant yet. But now I am concerned....did I wait too long??? My husband and I have always said we'd have kids, but we wanted to wait. Now I fear I have lost my opportunity. I am having an ultrasound next week, although from what I hear, that will not show much. My doctor is not recommending a laproscopy. I am not sure how a feel about that. She said it is only a temporary procedure, so she doesn't see the point of putting me thru it. I guess I just want to know for sure what is happening inside my body!! I am still in denial, I guess.
I am looking forward to learning about all of your experiences and finding out how you all deal with this. So far I am very frustrated because it seems no 2 cases are alike. So I keep thinking ...maybe I really don't have it!! Therefore, I really don't know what is the best course for me. Thanks for listening!
Mimi
As a teenager I remember having very painful heavy periods. I can remember lying on the bathroom floor crying because of the cramps and stabbing pains during/after BM's. I remember sleeping with a towel between my legs because it hurt too bad to insert a tampon, and a pad (even 2 pads) would be saturated by the middle of the night. I was too embarrassed to tell anyone, so I just suffered with the pain and discomfort. Then came college, and I immediately made a gyne appointment my freshman year and went on the pill. I was on the pill continuously for over 15 years and barely had any problems or pains, so I had just about forgotten about all of it.
About a year ago I decided to go off the Pill because I had been getting daily migraines, and my neorologist suggested that I might get some relief from the headaches if I stopped taking it. Well guess what----my old "menstrual" problems (which I had just about forgotten about)returned with a vengeance! And over the past year they have gotten worse. During my period, I have serious cramping and heavy bleeding with clots. The painful BM's have returned...I swear it feels like I am giving birth (athough I really don't know what that feels like) to a spiked bowling ball thru my rear-end (too graphic??), and I now have a contant dull pain in my right ovary all the time, but especially during ovulation when I can barely walk. I also have an achy back all of the time. My newest problem which has just started to happen in the past month is menstrual cramps which make me nauseus and almost pass out --- but not during my period. They come on suddenly ;last about a half hour and then fade away. But boy, is it scary...the other day I was out for a run and I didn't think I was going to make it home!! I almost knocked on a complete strangers' door to ask if I could come inside and call my husband at work!
I usually have a pretty high tolerance for pain, and I am used to living with pain. Therefore I am always unsure of what is the difference between normal vs. abnormal pain. But...that last incident scared me and is what finally prompted me to call my gyne, and of course after explaining all of these symptoms, I don't have to tell you what she thinks I have. She has told me I should go back on the pill since I am not really sure if I am ready to get pregnant yet. But now I am concerned....did I wait too long??? My husband and I have always said we'd have kids, but we wanted to wait. Now I fear I have lost my opportunity. I am having an ultrasound next week, although from what I hear, that will not show much. My doctor is not recommending a laproscopy. I am not sure how a feel about that. She said it is only a temporary procedure, so she doesn't see the point of putting me thru it. I guess I just want to know for sure what is happening inside my body!! I am still in denial, I guess.
I am looking forward to learning about all of your experiences and finding out how you all deal with this. So far I am very frustrated because it seems no 2 cases are alike. So I keep thinking ...maybe I really don't have it!! Therefore, I really don't know what is the best course for me. Thanks for listening!
Mimi