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Post by ouchy2 on Feb 18, 2011 18:52:19 GMT -5
I can SO identify w that, Jenaya!!!
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Post by chicagogal2 on Feb 20, 2011 16:05:54 GMT -5
Hey Gem and J - how are you both feeling these days? I hope better!!!
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Post by Karen on Feb 21, 2011 19:41:29 GMT -5
I'm freezing cold & tired as hell. If I can stay awake until 8, I think I could sleep through until the morning.
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Post by omaklackey on Feb 21, 2011 22:47:22 GMT -5
I'm pretty tired of going to bed so late and then having to sleep in to make up for it. If I get up early then I'm just drugged out for the rest of the day. ITS GETTTING OLD! I just have an odd schedule for my sleep pattern right now and nothing seems to change it.
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Post by cherry on Feb 23, 2011 19:38:15 GMT -5
I feel bad for even saying this but 2 of my best friends got engaged in the past week or so. I'm so happy for them and the guys they're with are lovely but it gave me a big fat reality check. I'm pretty bummed right now. Doesn't help that I'm the only one of my close friends who's single (usually I'm the only one in a relationship where I needed permission to go out with friends) and so I can't just grab a girlfriend and go do something crazy or fun. Just having a 'where is my life goinggggg' evening. I'll be ok tomorrow. It's not jealousy or wishing I was engaged too. Just wasted 5 years with someone and having a wtf moment.
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Post by ouchy2 on Feb 23, 2011 19:58:44 GMT -5
It's crazy how fast time goes, huh. It's like you look up one day and wonder where the h*ll time went. Hopefully, your prince charming will come along soon!
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Post by Karen on Feb 23, 2011 19:59:49 GMT -5
I'm the forever single girl and have a few bouts of the poor mes from time to time, but in the end, alllllllllllll my married friends are jealous that I'm single with no kids! Anyway, I can relate to how you're feeling and hope you feel differently in the morning.
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Post by pretty on Feb 23, 2011 20:55:46 GMT -5
oh cherry, cherry dear, it must be kind of like the feeling I get when all my married friends are having kids... it's not really jealousy, more like yearning! xxxooo big hugs
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Post by JC on Feb 23, 2011 21:34:25 GMT -5
Oh the single days...
The grass is always greener on the other side isn't it?
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Post by cherry on Feb 24, 2011 4:11:09 GMT -5
Not particularly wishing I was in a relationship as such because the idea of being answerable to anyone gives me the sickies these days. I don't know. It's a general dissatisfaction. I literally do not see myself settling down at any point and I scare myself that I can't just be happy with that or at least try to visualise a future that I am happy with. I think in short I annoy myself and feel aimless atm. Still, a year after my relationship ended I don't know where I'm going. But yeah I guess I'm lonely too! Anyway I'm less sad today, sorry for going all Eeyore on you guys!
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Post by JC on Feb 24, 2011 7:16:45 GMT -5
AW Eeyore! I love Eeyore!
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Post by gemstone on Feb 24, 2011 7:30:05 GMT -5
Aww, sorry you're sad Cherry. I wasted 10 years on a controlling, layabout waster, who was awful. Still now I get that WTF was I doing?!! Life is a ride with twists and turns that can't be mapped out. Two years ago I never thought I'd be in a new wonderful relationship but battling endo on a daily basis. Just try and remember how to be happy and live for you, the rest will just fall into some kind of place around you.
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Post by gemstone on Feb 24, 2011 7:34:27 GMT -5
I've had the worst week, period from hell on the weekend. Now I feel absolutely awful. The last few days I've been in loads of pain, up every night taking painkillers and lying there in pain afterwards then getting up and going to work as normal. Every time I eat I'm in pain and this morning I threw up a few times. I have that feeling of flu when your entire body aches as well. In general I am whingy, tired, in pain and pissed off. But, as always I have to have a positive, which is that it is Friday tomorrow
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Post by Karen on Feb 24, 2011 8:00:18 GMT -5
Not good! Have you been having bowel movements? Any chance you have a blockage or partial blockage???
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Post by hellsbells on Feb 24, 2011 9:38:01 GMT -5
Where's the pain? Please don't tell me it's URQ under your rib....
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