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Post by Karen on Aug 13, 2009 10:01:11 GMT -5
I can't put on a bikini looking like a stick figure with an ass drawn on! Oh, I'm jealous... I'd LOVE that look right about now! If it's not doing anything for you, and you've given it a fare shot, I can completely understand. Still on morphine these days, too, or has that pain subsided?
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Post by cherry on Aug 13, 2009 10:34:25 GMT -5
The pain is still here, but I've eased off the morphine seeing as being happy like when I'm drunk isn't a benefit if I'm trying to convey my pain to a doc. I'm becoming more accustomed to it, learning when to expect it to be worse etc. I'm waiting on an appointment to see an anaesthetist about pain meds cos neither my gp nor my gynae can do anything else. Our health service is such that in the 6 weeks between my 2 gynae appointments, I wasn't booked in for a scan, they have a backlog of 6-8 months they said. I swear I don't know how I haven't lost my mind yet! You can have my ribby tiny-boobed torso and big ass Karen, I would much prefer to have curves. I'm eating and on weight gain shakes but somehow still nastily thin. I've never been seen in public in a swimsuit since I was 12 so my nerves are very bad about it. It must sound shallow but people can be very nasty about skinny arms etc. Insults about your appearance always just hurt. My boyfriend is a body builder too so I feel I really have something to prove!
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Post by cherry on Aug 22, 2009 5:43:01 GMT -5
Ok I think maybe stopping taking the HRT has helped with the breakthrough bleeding, it's slowed right down now. Will go for my injection and see how I do without add-back for a month.
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