It's been a hot minute. I'm back. For a day, for a week, for a few years, who knows?
Things that have changed: I'm divorced. Living in upstate NY. Working for the state. Diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder.
Things that have not: f*cking endo. Still have two cats. Still snarky and stubborn. Still miss the hell out of pizza.
Which brings me to my dilemma....I have been seriously considering getting a partial hysterectomy. I don't want to go into menopause yet, but the not being able to eat dairy thing is really wearing on me. If I have a bad day and want comfort pizza, I can count on sex being affected for the next 2-3 weeks and my period being bad. And I've had a lot of bad days lately. I just want pizza and good sex. Is that so much to ask?
"I am motivated by love. Resentment, criticism, guilt, and fear come from blaming others and not taking responsibility for my own experiences."